26th Oct. 2006, 11am. My dearest Grandpa passed away. 觉得好突然,不知道该怎么形容自己现在的感受. 外公走的时候没什么痛苦, 家人们都在他的身旁(除了我). 我想他在天堂的日子应该很快乐吧! 希望外公在另一个世界永远幸福! 您会永远留在我心里! 希望我亲爱的家人们在经历痛苦之后能再次展开笑容! 也希望还在这个世上的人能好好的享受这仅有一次的生命!

I'm writing this now, right after the conversation with my mum and with tears in my eyes. What mum has told me was shocking, my grandfather is suffering a lung cancer relapse, the cancer cells have already shifted to liver and there are already five tumours in the liver. And they say liver cancer is the king of cancer, which means the cancer cells are in the blood and every where in the body. The doctor said there's nothing we can do at the moment but let my grandpa enjoy the happiest time ever left to him. Father said I need to prepare to get back in a few months, and may at the risk of withdraw my study if "the moment" does come sooner. 

 

Ever since my grandpa had his operation 5 years ago, my mum has taken 200% care of him, looking after each and every single thing that could possibly goes wrong, going to the hospital twice a week to take the medicines, I always say my mum is an expertise of the hospitals. Mum has tried everything she could to prevent the relapse of cancer, but why, why does this happen??

 

Even though Mum is a tough women, she still can't accept the reality, she was crying and sobbing, grandpa has been her closest relative in the world, even clocer than me, I really wish I can help her getting through this, but what should I do? I realise there's nothing,nothing I can do to help mum, and this makes me crazily sad!!

 

May all the happiness and joys around my grandpa all the time, and Mum, please, please take care of yourself!!!

为时8天的日本游终于结束了, 三个字, "太累了!!" 比欧洲,韩国累多了!!

 

先去了Disney land, 本来还以为很好玩的, 去了才发现那块"land"真是太小了, 连个刺激点的roller coaster都没有, 队里的几个小不点儿到玩的挺开心的. 没有玩的,就拍多点照吧. 可是去的那天偏偏下雨,连拍照都不是那么的中意.

 

然后又去了"相跟"和"伊豆"泡温泉, 恩,好舒服啊, 路上还看到了樱花, 今年看的特别早. 我在想如果樱花是菊黄色的那有多好啊, 那我就能享受这一扁一扁的菊黄色的花拉, 哈哈!!

 

最后四天东京自由行,因为我们是自组购物团,所以自由逛街的时间特别多. 说到逛街,这才让我感觉到东京真是大啊!! 不是一般的大!! 就连一个新宿地铁站就有几十个出口,开分东南西北区. 从这一头走到那一头就要以"小时"来计算, 直到我走的那天,还是没有把那些出口搞清楚!! 商场也大, 服务又好,买个鞋子,都是跪着服务的, 真是享受啊!! 衣服都很漂亮,重要的是很可爱, 可惜没那身才,只能看了!! oh, almost forget the most important part, -->"药妆店" , 终于如我所原逛到了, 好大一个,在里面整整呆了几个小时,我爸说"你恨不得把整个店都给搬回去", 我是想啊!!!哈哈, 可惜由于资本不够,只能搬一小部分了. 东西头比中国便宜, 为什么我们卖的那么贵呢???

 

后来还是因为时间不够,银座, 涉谷,原宿只能匆匆带过了. 逛到后来腿都要断了, 从早上10点一直到晚上11点才回宾馆. 回来后睡了两天才恢复过来啊!!

 

东京人也多, 比上海多的多了, 晚上10点,地铁里几乎还是挤满了人. 马路上走的人就象早上上班似的.  

 

upload的了一些照片,由于逛街太投入,都忘了拍东京市区照了.哈哈!!!

 

 

终于过春节了, 这大概是我在上海过的最后一个春节了吧.

上午和妈妈去烧香,这个是挤啊!!! 估计所有的上海人都拥到庙里去了吧, 连要上前磕头都要抢!! 真是壮观啊!! 真同情那些老婆婆们, 住着拐杖还要挤!! 大家在新的一年里都想求个保佑吧!!!

 

三个月过的好快啊, 还没干什么就要回Sydney了!! 神啊!! 请再给我点时间吧!!

 

好久没有update blog了, 实在是太懒了, 哈哈!! 好久没和大家联系了, 新年就祝大家一帆风顺,万事如意咯!!

 

 

 

这是我一直想说的, 匆匆忙忙的回家,给不少人带来了麻烦!! 哈哈

谢谢ANNA and Tony,帮我搬家, 东西太多了, 真不好意思啊!!

谢谢Shelley, 帮我做所有"善后"的事, I know I left you with a mess!!

谢谢Richard and Jingjing, 让我住了两年, 我很想一次把东西都搬了,可是还是留下了一个包,明年来拿啦!!

谢谢Martin,借我毛毯,虽然上面樟脑味重的我难以入睡, 哈哈!!

谢谢Maggie and Brian陪我去机场, sorry to ask you to wake up so early for me.

谢谢Olivia来Sydney, it has always been you who come to Sydney, I feel really guilty that I never go back to Auckland to see you since I left; that I didn't really spend much time with you while you were in Sydney, hope I can make it up this time when you come to Shanghai!!

 

Of course there are other people that I have forgotten mentioning their names, but by all means, I'm really appreciated your help and THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!

最近很多人应该都有收到我发的"无聊"email, 在此说声抱歉!! 那些都是virus, 打开的时候请注意了, 不知道是不是到了上海,所以病毒就特别多.

手术终于做完了, 在医院呆了一个星期,留了两条老长的疤在大腿上,大概10厘米左右吧,以后穿泳衣可以出去吓人了.

看我说的那么轻松,其实还是有点小痛苦的, 手上的置留针被插了两次,(因为找不到血管,谁叫我的手也胖呢??), 身上还要插个导尿管, 幸好是全麻, 不然吓都吓死了.

今天刚出院,已经7天没有洗澡了, 这样的日子还要持续一个星期. 哎!! 外加天天锻炼走路+坐姿, 人家是拉筋骨,我是拉肌肉, 痛啊!! 不知道什么时候我才能翘起漂亮的二郎腿呢??